Bookending our VHS library
In the basement closet, beside ski suits,
Is our family’s one-man Capuchin Crypt,
A skull Dad kept from med school that just sits,
Waiting to be played with, bored, unburied.
The wind sprang and finally sounded so near,
it seemed we could almost see our hearts.
We heard the whistle of thought,
but she quickly passed us,
too far away to see or hear.
On a hot day in Yongchun,
a girl is sent out to collect bitter leaves for dinner,
and in her chore, is suddenly graced divine.
Already blurred from the sun,
the mutation is taxing
and she discovers that
apotheosis involves a lot of sweat.
Walking down Rua da Caldeira,
on my way to the Street of Happiness.
Rua da Felicidade.
These narrow two blocks
were the hub of the infamous
Macau red-light district
back in the twenties and thirties, and after.
Its steady hands reckoning our course
around the face of time
make me uneasily aware
of my mortality and yours.
From vague gazes and half-finished sentences
the humming of our travel clock
coaxes us to parables, morals, cautionary tales.
First, post-diagnosis apology.
Next, a trained volunteer’s called in
to make the lonely wait less so.
Then, the oncologist comes armed
with a social worker, to talk it out, softly.